how long

so, what i need to know is, just what i did to deserve this? and how
long will you make me suffer for whatever i did to offend you?

because i've had enough.

don't get me wrong. this isn't the sort of thing where i'm throwing
in the towel or giving up. this is me saying, ease up, back off, let
it go.

before i walk away.

what's that? sure, i made choices. ultimately it was my decision.
obviously, i was mistaken. but i've apologized. i've asked for
forgiveness. the ball is in your court now. how long do you intend to
let me languish, to hurt? how long do you expect me to hold on?
because you know me better than i know myself, but we both know i'm
not sticking around for much more of this.

this isn't an ultimatum. i don't do those. i'm just through with your
words, your sermons.

show me a miracle.

ghost